COVID-19 has taken a toll on the entire world. But my personal loss was so painful and devastating, it took a year for me to put it in print. My sonshine, my eldest son, my ride-or-die, my plus-one from day one, is gone. I didn't see it coming nor was I prepared to bury my child. A year later, I am finally able to close that chapter that was his life. His wings were ready but my heart was not.